Im purging people from my life who distract from who I want to be
But these people are friends growing more and more distant from me
I find myself longing for attention and validation from other people.
I lost my main inflow from the purging.
This ache for acceptance thunders inside of me, it mounts and
vibrates till I feel numb with the knowledge that I choose to the purge.
I wanted them out and gone so I can grow in a better direction.
But like the vine deciding to grow away from the bundle, I don’t have
the same type of nourishment source as before.
The companionship and validation I found in them has to be created and
excavated from myself. Like that vine, my path shall stray but this new path
can be beautiful and